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MANCEBO

by FÁBIO M SILVA

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1.
tu consumiste-me agora vai mas é p'ró caralho vai morrer longe
2.
A Man 04:02
i wish i was born a man so i wouldn't have to pretend i knew what's going on inside my head
3.
mother weaponize me for there's a war coming near protect me now that you're not here
4.
Dysphoric 03:42
you live in between these shadows and I'm looking for you i don't know your gender or your form but I don't care about those norms i can not hear and I can not see this night ain't no friend for me i can not hear you but I feel you grow and why I am crying I don't know i can not hear you but I feel you grow and why am I crying I won't know i looked for you in the darkest rooms i looked for you in men's bodies you creeped on my insecurities you took me to the darkest glooms i can not hear and I can not see this night ain't no friend for me i can not hear you but I feel you grow and why I am crying I don't know i can not hear you but I feel you grow and why am I crying I won't know
5.
In The Club 03:08
my boy, my man, don't lie to me tell me where did you sleep last night in the club, in the dark where the sun don't ever shine i would shiver the whole night through my boy, my man, where will you go i'm going where the cold wind blows in the club, in the dark where the sun don't ever shine i would shiver the whole night through my boy, my man, don't you lie to me tell me where did you sleep last night in the club, in the dark where the sun don't ever shine i would shiver the whole night through for you I’ll die a non binary that you’ve never loved fully my head will be found on your nightstand but my body will never be found my boy, my man, don't lie to me tell me where did you sleep last night in the club, in the dark where the sun don't ever shine i would shiver the whole night through
6.
come home and fuck me
7.
vamos ao vinho vamos ao vinho
8.
Actor 04:39
you're the actor that i've been looking for i almost believed that you loved me back you're an actor you're a very good actor i almost believed that you loved me as much as i loved you but you only want me when you're lonely at night i wish i could believe you
9.
what do you see on ketamine i see loops i see things everything happening around me
10.
Berlin 04:52
oh ah oh eh berlin
11.
stop the bells ringing stop the bells tolling i've reached the end my friend i know it you can fuck me longer you can fuck me harder you might fuck me over my friend i know it it's over
12.
hoje pensei em ti e no que significaste p'ra mim vem aí a morte ai que sorte
13.
Epilogue 01:06
[instrumental]

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"Mancebo" is the Portuguese word for a young man at the right age to join the military. In their debut album, multidisciplinary artist Fábio M Silva explores themes of patriarchal oppression, gender dysphoria, unrequited love and depression. Short and poignant lyrics are repeated as self healing mantras throughout, mixing influences that range from the dark techno of Berlin to languid traditional Portuguese fado.

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released January 29, 2019

all songs and lyrics by Fábio M Silva, except "In The Club" adapted from traditional american folk song "In The Pines"

recorded and mixed by Fábio M Silva in Berlin, Lisbon and several places in the Portuguese countryside

mastered by Gaspar João in Lisbon, Portugal

Fábio M Silva - voice, programming, sampler, keyboards, various drums, electric guitar, acoustic guitar, lute, violin, melodica and field recordings
Gaspar João - portuguese guitar on "Consumiste-me", "Interlude (Vinho)" and "Epilogue"
Phoebe Gavine and Ozzy Zk - voice on "Stop The Bells"

artwork by Fábio M Silva

© Fábio M Silva Studio, 2019

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FÁBIO M SILVA Berlin, Germany

conceptual post contemporary artist. germany / portugal.

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